Undivided attention from Happiness - A Myth

Aha! So am in knots again .... hmmm....Well....nothing new, I guess! (This is my Happiness' typical reaction when told I am in knots!)

But this time...it is a bit different. It is regarding my Happiness. And how much undivided attention I seek from Happiness. It is so true...people only want your happiness and love to take a share of it .... and what you are left is just 2% (if you are quick enough to save even this much!) Else, even the 2% would get divided and maybe....because you were born under a very luck star and an extremely strong Zodiac sign...might be able to salvage .09%! You should title it as an achievement, if you do get to keep any of your Happiness.

Countering this Happiness can turn around...or even call you from behind...or just nudge you from your left or right side...else speak from the above...(Happiness is every where, right...or at least supposed to be!) and ask you ... Am there with you, as much as possible! Now that's a completely unfair answer! I am not looking for Happiness as and when it is possible for Happiness to be with me...I want it to be with me as and when I WANT Happiness!! Makes sense? Selfish sense? Why cant I get undivided attention from Happiness? Why am I being asked to SHARE Happiness? In which case it makes Happiness not just mine...but everybody who shares my Happiness!!! Not fair!!

This is also because of a traditional rule...set in by my ancestors, society and NOT me.... Yet am chained to this rule of the past - Share Happiness!

Happiness is also selfish. Happiness also wants to be everywhere.... not just mine. Happiness wants to please all. Happiness thinks that's the best thing to do. And asks me to be content with whatever I can salvage of it. Happiness is also rude when asking me to be content with the 'windows' available through which it would float in on a pink cloud! Till then what should I do, Happiness? Quiver in the cold? Maybe! OR wait with a patient smile and welcome you with open arms?

Undivided attention from Happiness is a Myth! (So be it!) :-))